2007年1月6日 星期六 天气：怨气很重，生人勿近
星期六 应该是很美丽的才对
星期六应该睡个不省人事才对
在中午被暖暖的阳光叫醒才对
我的星期六不美丽
早上九点要上课已经很伤心
我还在课室里呕了一地电芯
足够让我用到下星期六
然后下星期六再多呕一地
然后再用到下下星期六
下下星期六再呕一地
然后再用再呕再用...
不知谁规定比较用功的
一定要和成绩不好又不用功的人共事
成绩不好可以将勤补拙
成绩不好又不用功又要别人连他那份也做
不是对别人很不公平吗？
成绩又不代表什么
为什么一定要用成绩把人们分类？
为什么人们没有选择的余地？
为什么少数人一定要服从多数人？
为什么土著一定可以当领导者？
为什么不是有能者居之？
最气愤的还是同类当中有懦夫
明明愤愤不平还是得向现实低头
明明操控一切还装得一副逼不得已的模样
要是根本没想过要改变什么
那就什么也别说 什么也别提
猫哭老鼠 老鼠也不一定会乖乖送进口的
给了别人希望 又从别人双手夺回
真的是一件很可恨的事
6 comments:
hi samantha, although i dont really understand what is happening over there but i think u have to bear in mind that u are studying in a country under the "Malay rules".With that i think its reasonable for u to obey certain instruction.I do understand your feeling towards this issue but why cant u view it in a different angle.In fact, in this world alot of thing not up to us to choose but obey the instruction given to us.
Is it a matter to work with ppl that is lazy and slack all the time? if u do think that way then it is a huge problem .. i really have no comment as u are trying to surrender to the slackers and the people out there in the society...but if u try to think it in a more optimistic way.. those putting the effort in return gain something valuable whereby those slackers get nothing at all.With that way of thinking .. i dun think this will no longer be a serious issue anymore.i cant deny that not many ppl will think it that way instead they will tend to be a bit more selfish towards their personal performance.ofcos that's "human nature"..
On the other hand, blaming on others really not the right way to resolve ur anger. I wont say u are wrong when you was blogging under emotionally distorted.. but in fact, when u think it over again.. is that person that u mention really wrong at all.
Do he have the choice of putting each group with clever and weaker student?
was it u r the only group that was allocate in that way?
or is it the order that given by lecturer?
Do u come across and think of this possibility? i begged u dont. Cos u are blind at that point of time as anger run over ur big brain.
I wouldnt know what a person he or she is that u mention up there.. but with the period of studying together and joy that u share together..dun u still dun understand what a person he/she is? dont u think it's a waste? just becos of this matter, you tend to screw up in ur friendship? i would want to ask you , do this worth for u to do thing that way as compared to the few yr of friendship or as a coursemate? I have a personal perspective that sometimes when words is express out from ones' heart ..u cant took it back. I come across to make alot of mistake in life but i always learn from it and i do hope others wont repeat the same mistake again.So my advice was that always think twice of what the situation is about.. whether it worth for u to angry or mad at. Do think on the shoes of others. Friendship is something which you xin xin ku ku de dao but it can also be easily destroy by oneself.
All the best for you. cheers. Best of luck in the yr of the golden pig.
To anonymous,
I appreciate that i have someone who care for me and give me advise when i'm mad.Yes, i admit that i was in bad mood condition when i post this blog. But i don't think that you understand me, coz posting blog is just a way for me to release my tensed feelings and it doesn't mean anything. My bad mood doesn't stay, the nex day is a new day, stil, we have to do our work, live our life. I've already live here in Malaysia for 20++ years, I really failed myself if I still think that we should live our own way.I expressed my feelings doesn't mean that i do blast it to my coursemates in the reality, see? Haha, i guess you worry for me too much.Thanks for caring but you should spend more time to understand who am I.
the other thing is about the grouping matters. Actually i do understand the person who is responsibled to taking up this task, if I'm the person who is doin this task, i might do the same thing. Not to discriminate those have weaker results,only feel unfair for those making effort and did so much for the group but get nothing in the end. What would u think when u've done a lot for the lazy people and you got nothing but they've got a flying colours? i doubt his effort in makin the situation better. the previously we have the freedom to choose our own group. even though we must include those lazy people, at least that's our own effort to find our group members. has he tried his best to leave the freedom to us? has he acted impartially in dividing the groups, as he himself must be grouped also? We do not know about all these! but there's no need for us to ask and for him to explain. to be more mature and to be down to earth,it's already a fact, there is really no need for us to know the reasons behind.
p/s: Back to my doubt, I do mind that u left me a lengthy comment but you don't tell me who you are.
Thanks for caring and i appreciate it. Have a good day!
Hi gurl, am back again. =) i totally agreed that blogging is a way to release ur anger but delivered wrongly will cause lots of dispute tho. It just that sometimes ppl might not think the way as what u thought. Maybe you could release in a more constructive way.hohoho.. On the other hand, i do believe that u r a 100% malaysian.. with that, i have no doubt that u are more understand the way of life in malaysia as well.
As for those lazy ppl end up with flying colours ..different may have different perspective. However for me, i will view thing at the most optimistic angle. I will tell myself that, the one who get to learn the most is me. On top of that, i begged no one can be as confident as you are when you step out to the working world with the 能力 lie within urself. In the end, as for those who really do nothing and get gd grade.. its really cant be bothered to me .. what i think the most important to me studying in university is to gain something valuable and also to socialise with the coursemate and enjoy the fun which is memorable. Of cos, i cant deny that not all can accept the fact and think it in the optimistic way..however i just hope that everyone could always turn something that cause frustration and anger in to joyful and happiness by viewing things at a different angle. =) I also agreed that there is no reason for u to know the person who make the decision because if u really trust and believe in that person i begged there is uncertainties lied within each others but support given by u all.
i begged u surely can do that. As i can sense that you are a person that is capable and reasonable.
Oh ya... i didnt tell u who i am.Not to get u under the dilemma of guessing who i am, in fact i'm not studying in UM but i have visit UM recently. Sure u will know me. Ofcos, my posting is just only a comment when i'm too free. hee..somemore there's nothing to do with anyone else. Maybe this could give me a chance to make a new fren. Hope u dun get wrong with my comment. Overall its just a constructive comment with no offense intention ya. (" ,)
Anyway, all the best yo. Dun give up. U surely can pass with flying colour and graduate with pride. =) Gambatei
Hmm...Sometimes I feel that I shouldn't overlook my feelings bcoz of caring about others' feelings.
somehow, thanks for everything and nice talking to you here. Haha..still u dont wanna tell me who u r. But i believe that the day will come when it's time for me to know who u are.
No matter where you are,no matter watcha doin (studying or working?) keep the "不死精神" with you, as i always encourage myself with this! haha... Happy always!
Haha...why an "anyway" blog lead to such long comment.... I thought Sam was just dislike the attitudes of some ppl that make her have the 'inspiration' to write such funny blog. Anyway, we just can not control who appear around us and cooperate with us. So then, just smile ^^
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